I know. I haven't used this blog for quite a long time now and I apologize. I fear that my actions will be put in vain because of the lack of traffic this shit is suffering. Anyway, who'd like to listen to the sissy problems of a Filipino teen age gay guy anyway?! I think I'm wasting my time. However, I think this blog helps me to fucking vent my emotions. I feel so fucked up. Right fucking now. You see, I'm in some fucking bad mood for quite sometime now. And I mean, really bad. Seriously. What makes it worse is the fact that I can't say the shit I'm going through with the people around me. I don't know. It's just that I miss my Puffy so much that it fucking hurts. I feel so fucking bad.