Had this extremely rough night last night. We were actually having fun with each other before that happened. We were walking inside some mobile phone store and suddenly my cousin's ex came in and I just had to avoid her. See, I'm not out in my family nobody knows except my friends at school. And from the way I see it, K was freaked out because he has to avoid people and he doesn't want his actions dictated by it. You see, his actions isn't but but mine is. If my family knew I'm gay, they wouldn't let me see him again, and if that happens, I'd rather take my life and drop dead than not see him.I love him so much. So yeah, my week is over and I have to start counting days again. I still have seven days to go as of today. A long wait. Good thing he won't be as busy as he was last week so I reckon we could talk like we used to. I think that'd help because I miss him. I miss him already. I wish I'm by his side always. So yeah, I guess thats about it for now.